I am reading One Hundred Years of Solitude now for at least the sixth time, and I am on my third version of the book. My first copy was a mass market paperback whose pages have now yellowed. I read that book before I felt really comfortable writing in my books, so its pages are also mostly plain. I rarely refer to it now. And in fact, I had lent that copy to a friend who misplaced it for a number of years before finding it. As I had considered it was lost for good, I bought my second copy (a nice trade paperback with wide margins and acid free pages). And it is this book I have become most familiar and comfortable with.
I’ve told my students that writing in books makes them into different books. I completely believe this. My books are not the same books they were when their margins were clean, their sentences free from underlines, circles, or exclamation points. My books become more alive. I know my books better than ordinary copies. To prove it, whenever students bring their books to me and ask”what chapter is it where . . . ,” I have to get my own copy to find what they’re looking for. I can’t find anything in an unmarked book.
So now I find myself reading a clean copy of One Hundred Years of Solitude. I had to switch because this new edition (also a trade paperback, the Oprah version) has different pagination than my other one. It’s really frustrating to participate in discussions when pages don’t match up. I hated to give up my notes, though, so I thought about going back and forth between the two and maybe even transposing my old notes into the new book. But then I realized that approach would be far too complicated. And besides, once I started reading, I discovered that the blank pages presented a new opportunity I hadn’t had in awhile, which was to think “cleanly” or as much as is possible. Successive readings are never with the new eyes that gave us our first impressions. But, successive readings are generally more revelatory in that we see things we never saw before, understand things we missed the first or second time (or even fifth). So successive readings give us, or should give us, a deeper understanding.
But, as I have discovered, having read a book many times can also be a detriment. Because I write in all my novels, I reread them through the filter of my past understanding. And while I’m not saying I never see anything new, I am sure that I am not as open to new as I once was as a result.
So now I have this opportunity, forced out of need, to step away from the comfort of “my” book and read “from scratch.”
So far, it’s been a good experience.